My whole quest into spirituality began when my friend Denver died in March of 1997. I have known him since 1993, and we dated for a few years before we decided we made better friends than lovers thanks to his Libran ways .... he never could settle for just one LOL, anyway, I am Libran too, and we have a very close connection as friends, able to communicate and interact very easily and comfortably, like we go "way back" to other lifetimes I'm sure. I remember when I saw him for the very first time in "this life" and my instant gut reaction was...."Oh no, not him again!" Though it was the first time I had laid eyes on him....LOL, oh well! The Sunday he passed on, I woke up in a very agitated mood. I was at my fiance's house, about six blocks away from Denver's house. I told my fiance I needed to get out a take a walk, so I did. I kept wanting to walk over to Denver's, but I knew it would upset my fiance, so I just walked about 3 miles, then came home, thinking of Denver the whole time ....not knowing why. That afternoon I went home to my house about five miles away, and was getting ready to mow my lawn. My neighbor came over and said "You need to water this tree" which was strange because he had never wondered about my trees before. It was a tree Denver had planted for me, along with every other tree in my yard! Then, It was like the whole world changed before my eyes, and I felt very very strange...the colors of everything got brighter, and it was like being in "another demension". I don't know how else to describe it, still in my yard, but everything was different.....I went in the house, locked all my doors, went in my bedroom, looked at my clock, it was 2 p.m. and I thought "I have to call Denver." This was silly because I knew he was going to the lake with his current girlfriend.... I got a strong surge of energy in my midsection and felt a sexual energy center there... I went in my bathroom, sat down, and thought, how silly this is, what if Denver saw me like this! (That thought was also irrational in real terms) Then I went back into my bedroom, took my engagement ring off, and said out loud, " I want my life back!" Then there was a feeling of relief, like OK, you got the message. I didn't hear until the next day that Denver had been killed at 2 p.m. on Sunday afternoon in a car wreck just 3 miles from my home.....tragically a mother and her baby in the other car were killed too, no seatbelts or car seat for the baby..... I think Denver had a stroke or heart attack which caused him to lose control of the car and veer into the oncoming lane....This was a very life changing experience for me, to feel what I felt that day....I have been searching for answers ever since. Your Fritzy has really helped me understand more. Any more insights you can offer me about what I felt that day would be great. Did Denver actually enter my body?